Bhakti Darsana verse 7
The wife does not merely worship the husband,
nor the husband, the wife.
By all, their ananda alone is worshipped,
which resides in the sense interests.
Nataraja Guru’s translation:
wife does not merely adore the husband,
husband merely adore the wife;
is Self-Bliss alone (that
lodged within every sensuous object.
7 is another where Nitya’s words are compact energy packets designed to blast
us out of our constraints as only a guru can. We listened to the reading of the
commentary in that spirit, taking the opportunity to let go and not analyze,
putting such machinations off until later to sit with as open a mind as
possible, which is here equated with mindlessness. In his first sentences Nitya
comes as close as he ever did to explicitly inviting that kind of listening:
The Buddhists equate nirvana or
Buddha-consciousness to mindlessness, the transcendental counterpart of
mindfulness. It is an indescribable state, so it is sometimes referred to as
‘that-ness’. It is from the indescribable that the describable arises. The
describable is the mind, which is the opposite of mindlessness.
Taking this magnificent talk full circle, into the whirled
and back out again, Nitya ends it with “the mindless beatitude of the final extinction, the nibbana.”
Nibbana is an
alternative spelling of nirvana.
in the West tend to equate mindlessness with mental illness or stupidity and so
strive to avoid it, but in the Indian model the mind delineates form, which no
matter how useful is always a limiting condition, so touching the emptiness of
“no mind” is a freeing thrust of intention. In Yoga we dialectically integrate
mind and mindlessness, with each enhancing the other. Since mindfulness is
where we put most of our transactional energies to work, mindlessness is the
much rarer condition that a spiritual aspirant must learn how to access. It’s a
bit tricky, because “learning how” is an act of mind, so learning how only
takes us to the verge of mindlessness. Going beyond is a mystical act that is
paradoxically not an act at all.
opened with a summary of the whole message, that mindlessness means stepping
out of the constrictions of our mind. We are caught in the duality of subject
and object, which initiates our being separated as a well-defined individual.
Ananda, the bliss of the Absolute, allows these defining lines to melt,
bringing about the greater merger we know as Love.
back and forth between mindfulness and mindlessness is another way of expressing
the “pulsation model” we have often referred to. Many of the ancient
disciplines are presented as a one-way trip from here to the beyond, requiring
leaving “here” permanently behind, but the Gurukula version of Vedanta
advocates the mutual benefit of both understanding and emptiness. In place of
“Don’t allow yourself to feel or enjoy anything,” this is about regaining our
truest happiness and bringing it into play in every aspect of daily life. Our
love, our joy is a real wealth to be shared, particularly in a world where it
has been linked to consumer goods, and so artificially made out to be in short
supply. Here Nitya advocates for the true nourishment consumer goods cannot
Each time awareness dissolves and disappears
into mindfulness it is as if one has merged back into the total, and every
reemergence into awareness can be like a fresh lease on life. This is the
nourishment one seeks in the company of one’s spouse, friends, children,
pleasures of the senses, delightful entertainments, and positive indulgences in
So we seek such nourishment in our pleasurable contacts, but
they are the means to the end and not the parsimonious suppliers of what we so
badly want. They help us access our own inner nourishment.
place of being bound by rules and ironclad mental definitions, our moments
spent outside the bounds of rules and necessities restore our innate sense of
freedom, which then tangibly infuses all our activities. The mind has the
crucial role of directing this released spirit effectively while curtailing
behaviors that might be harmful to others or the very world we live in.
abruption engineered by consumer society between our sense of who we are and
the infinitely alive world we exist in has had devastating consequences for the
planet. Believing that only our waking consciousness matters, we have consigned
everything else to insentience in order to take advantage of it without the
least sense of guilt for our cruelty. Deb touched on the new studies of how
plants communicate with each other, while Bushra and Andy noted how whole
swaths of people, especially the so-called primitive ones, believe everything
is alive and aware. Such an attitude is at the basis of compassion, not to
suggested this is a much-needed belief that the ancient rishis have blessed us
with. We might have our occasional flights of mindlessness and tell ourselves
on our return that we are all that matters—nothing else is alive. There are no
rules to how we must interpret the void. Anything goes. Religion, spirituality
and incisive philosophy offer us the sensible frames to make the most of our
excursions. The refusal of “pure” science to include this essential aspect of
understanding in its purview has certainly supported the destructive tide of
talked about how he worries that he hears all kinds of wonderful ideas but then
he forgets them. Does this mean he isn’t learning? Will he stay stuck in place
unless he consciously retains what he momentarily enjoys as compelling ideas?
Deb felt the “fresh lease on life” brought about by mindless time was enough by
itself without remembering anything, and most of the class agreed with her. But
I think we are studying these matters specifically to enhance our way of
interpreting our infinite resources in an upgraded fashion, in order to evolve
beyond our mediocre, or at least static, default settings. So it is good to
know and learn and grow. Still, there is a value in not worrying too much about
all we miss. As a consolation I read out a paragraph from the front cover flap
of That Alone:
The power of the Hundred Verses
is summed up by Guru Nitya: “There is no need to learn each verse and then
rationally apply it in everyday life. You can even hear it and forget it.
Forgetting means it only goes deeper into you. Once you have heard it, it will
go and work its way by itself. The effect will be very subtle. It comes almost
without you knowing that it is something which you heard that is enabling you
to see things in a new light or make resolutions in a certain more helpful
The spiritual seeds of a guru are the best things to have
planted in our psyches, but our garden will grow whatever is pressed into it.
For instance, the toxic ideas of American mass media have been sown for at
least thirty years in vast numbers of brain-gardens, and the chaos,
intolerance, fear and lethal aggression now rampant here are one result. So be
careful what you take in, and clearly reject those poisonous seeds which fall
in your soil unbidden. Some of them are just like weeds: they grow like crazy
with almost no nourishment, while spiritual ideals need careful tending and
plenty of nutritional support. Ease of growing is not necessarily evidence of
divine origin. We are very fortunate to be in a cloistered environment in the
Gurukula class, where there are checks and balances of a network of pensive
souls, so the likelihood of toxic seeds is minimized. Rest assured that many
seeds planted in times past are already soaring toward the sky as youthful
trees, shrubs and flowers. Some may have to be rooted out.
is a need to trust and nurture without agitation, and there is also the need to
actively seek and imbibe nourishment. Nitya reminds us of this here:
When a person expends energy in winning
and consuming it, the energy spent is amply replenished with the breakdown of
the food eaten into the required calories and various life-building and
life-preserving constituent energies that reside in the food. Therefore, seeking
the path of nourishment is a lively activity of a living organism.
help us make the connection, he reveals the metaphor’s symbolic dimensions:
The need for nourishment described above
experienced on the physical plane is symbolic of the need to be nourished
emotionally, morally, psychically, intellectually and spiritually…. Going in
such paths is a perennial process of spending and replenishing one’s libidinal
are the outlets for our various kinds of nourishment, and each of us embodies a
unique configuration of preferences. A wise seer has no need to prefer one menu
over another, and does not claim their way is better than others, or even
worse, that theirs is the only true way. The point is that the externals are
only a mirror of what is burning within. Andy described it as like a mirror of
water, which is always trembling or surging with a million types of waves,
adding the idea that we will see better reflections if we can remain calm.
key idea is that we all have our preferred ways to enter the mindless state,
and that is the domain of the Self, the Atman. Happiness does not reside in the
object endeared to it, but in our Self. Narayana Guru here makes reference to a
famous part of the Brihadaranyaka Upanishad:
However varied are the actualizations
finding one’s exit into the mindless, all such exits are only differing means
to attain the same end. That is why the seer Yajnavalkya tells his wife that it
is not for the sake of the husband the husband is loved but it is for the sake
of the desire of the Self, and it is not for the sake of the wife that the wife
is loved but it is for the sake of the desire of the Self.
I’ll add the expanded version of this in Part II, along with
a bit of exegesis to emphasize the point that the ananda, the joy of the Self,
is within us, and all the goals we seek and the endearments we crave are but
opportunities for us to bring our loving bliss into the arena of life. It’s
actually, when you think of it, one of the most revolutionary ideas of the
Upanishads, redirecting our intentionality 180 degrees from the outer world to
the inner realms. The initial puzzlement this engenders needs to be
“contemplated away,” because its meaning is not immediately obvious. We are
habituated much more than we usually realize to being victims of outer
circumstances. Knowing the inner realm is the fountain source of what we really
want is absolutely empowering. It is ours alone to make of it what we can. We
can work (play!) there whenever we have the time and inclination. While the
rewards aren’t usually very fast in coming, seeds taking time to germinate and
develop, once they get going they don’t disappear on us. They abide. Fecund
soil is always there.
are well trained as consumers to project our happiness outwards and make it
dependent on the fun things we crave, yet a simple train of thought can prove
to us that the Self is indeed the domain of happiness, rather than the objects
of endearment. Riding a roller coaster or other amusement park ride is the
optimal delight for some people while the mere thought of riding one brings
about terrifying nausea-inducing misery. Certain types of music produce bliss
in some people and send others running away as fast as they can. Your spouse
may be utterly unattractive to me, but I endorse your marital bliss with them.
And so on. Objects and processes would have to be a kind of selective magic to
give joy to some and impart dread to others. No, it can only be each person’s
predilections and familiarity that draw them to their preferred entertainments.
Oddly though, we forget, and boast about our likes and dislikes as though the
objects themselves bore those qualities, and not us. It makes us selective and
astounded everyone by saying she loved to fly in airplanes—it was like between
freed up out of the world, in a capsule that was its own special place. Up
there she can let her mind roam anywhere. A couple of our fear-of-flying folk
couldn’t believe what she was saying. For one of them flying evokes terror and
for the other extreme discomfort for long periods. They couldn’t believe anyone
could feel good about flying. So it goes: more proof of Nitya’s statement that
pain and threats tie us tightly to our body and prevent our freedom of mind/no
mind. They constrict the
frontiers of our awareness.
cited Nancy Y’s account of her silent retreat from last year, how by minimizing
her outward focusing she entered a quiet space that was more vast than the
great world around her. It was a dynamic quiet, where small unnoticed sounds
became audible. Quiet is another great example of a condition that is exquisite
for some and anathema for others, especially the younger set. Plus, you either
believe in it or you dislike it. It can’t be that quiet itself is some
diabolical factor determining whether or not we are happy. Nancy has recently
posted her lovely article on Nitya’s website: http://aranya.me/uploads/3/4/8/6/34868315/the_contours_of_silence.pdf
is surely true that objects evoke memories of bliss, which are in their turn
blissful. Nancy R, did not want to disdain the bliss we get from recalling
previous joys. Photos of our friends and family will always bring a warm glow
to our hearts, and who would want to call them evil? The point is, we can
tinker with our hearts but we can’t (unless we’re Photoshop literate) tinker
with the photos. Let them be as they are—each of us will love them in the exact
measure of our capacity to love and feel joy. That’s where to do the stretching exercises.
agreed that the world gives us opportunities to access the Self, the place of
our bipolar relationship with it. This is exactly right. We just have to try to
remember that the joy we are learning to appreciate is available everywhere and
at all times. Bhakti means remembering to turn to it.
laughingly talked about how we either allow or don’t allow the kind of openness
bhakti calls for. We like to judge and shut off those found wanting. He
recalled a time when Nitya and his entourage were in Hawaii and a real
loathsome character came to talk to the guru. Andy was amazed to observe them
having a wonderful talk together, with Nitya showing no evidence of being put
out by the fellow’s repulsiveness. Andy took it as evidence for Nitya being in
a state beyond the limits of normal social expectations. That quality
benefitted all of us who were less than savory, too. I know from personal
remembered an idea of Nitya’s that if you want to be hugged, open your arms
wide. No one can hug you if your arms are clamped to your body. Bill agreed
that when you do have opportunity to be mindless, when you come out of it you
have a new lease on life, you come out of it refreshed. Jan contributed the
word enlivened, to general approval.
then talked about aging, and how we seem to take on more of the qualities
associated with spirituality as we naturally close down to the bustling world
of younger folk. His friend is doing it consciously and in good health. The
not-so-healthy options are worrisome to many of us. It may be that working on
turning inward will make the aging experience richer and less prone to
dementia. I certainly think of the brain as a muscle in need of exercise, even
more than your glutes and biceps. Deb added that we have less need for
self-identification as we get older, and that fits in with freeing our mind to
meditate on the overarching Self.
outer world is certainly the domain of pain and pleasure, and Nitya takes this
opportunity to reprise it. It is familiar stuff, but remember, we are being
guided by the word wisdom of a guru. We know it, yet we don’t really know it. His words are meant to
energize and enable us to make it real in our lives. He says:
Although pain and pleasure are both opposed
mindlessness, pleasure is benignly in agreement with the dissipation of
awareness into mindlessness, whereas pain, both physical and mental, has the
quality of constricting the frontiers of awareness to the painful actualization
of the ontological severity of the here and now of transaction, leading to an
acute problem of one’s ego being riveted to the physical and social self.
eloquent way of describing how attending to the pains and pleasures of the
world “constricts the frontiers of our awareness.” They are bound to. These
constrictions are managed and dealt with by the mind. At this stage of our
study we are learning to step out of our straitjackets to take a break from the
transactional world, which vacation is here described as enjoying mindlessness:
As there is no third alternative [other
pleasure and pain] for an individuated self, almost all the wakeful hours of
transaction are diverted to the purpose of relating oneself with as many
favorable conditions as possible that can spiritually sustain oneself with the
acquisition of opportunities to become mindless, however short such periods may
To me, this
state is not really mindless, at least if you take the Vedantic stance that
it’s all Mind. It’s a different aspect of Mind. We can enjoy spiritual
ecstasies only when we stop holding ourselves back, reining ourselves in. Not a
simple matter, by any means! But we’ve been working on how to let go of the
need to define and defend, every waking moment. And we all know the joys of
moments of release, when we are swept away by music or love or breathtaking
scenery or great literature—so many ways. I’d say to whatever extent we know
the joy, it is still within our mind. We don’t actually leave our mind when we
are mindless, we just stop needing to define and limit our self-definitions.
takes us through a review of the impact of the two sides of life’s coin, first
with the one we all prefer, pleasure:
Mind manifests in various degrees of awareness.
Awareness comes as either a promise or a threat. The promise is the promise of
immanent or progressive union in which awareness can pass through an
objectivized euphoria to a passive merger until that aspect of mind is fully
absorbed into mindlessness.
words, the joy of our experience is first objectivized: “I am enjoying this
(music, party, interchange with a friend, etc.).” This allows the psychological
defenses to be dropped momentarily, so absorption into mindlessness—openness—can
happen. This is the easy route. The harder one is in relation to painful
stimuli, which we invariably treat as threats to our well being:
The threat is the threat of the ‘other’,
insists on occupying the legitimate territory of the living space of one’s
persona or even takes the more positive posture of destroying one’s existential
status. The threat is automatically followed by a conscious recognition of the
need to reject the other and erect a wall of defense with one’s maximum ability
to forestall the danger of any advance the other might make into one’s
ontologically or teleologically available territory. Mindfulness of defense is
hardened by objectivizing one’s existential ego and its counterpart, the threat
from the other. In either case there is the expending of one’s libidinal
that the invasion of the ‘other’ into my territory “ontologically or
teleologically” means interfering with my life now or my future aspirations.
This is likely to be much more debilitating than physical pain.
feels that pain can vault her into mindless states too. If instead of resisting
and being riveted to the feelings, she pushes beyond them, she finds she can
let go and enter a space of ‘beyond’. She said that pain cracks you open
and you have to let go of what you are attached to. Another secret for letting
go of pain was to send it out as a prayer to the universe, like blowing it a
kiss. It’s almost easier to
give up pain, in a way, because we like to hold on to pleasure much more.
recalled that That Alone verse 30 is an elaboration of what Nitya says here
about pain, and read out some excerpts. I’ll include some of it in Part II, but
I highly recommend getting out your copy and rereading the whole commentary.
The verse is one of Nitya’s favorites. Here’s one invaluable part:
Narayana Guru’s suggestion is
that we turn our affiliation from the physical body and the social ego to a
third possibility, our own pure Self. He begins this verse by reminding us that
the pure Self does not speak or even think: know that the discursive thought
going on in your mind is not your Self.
complements the earlier quotation that “As there is no third alternative for an
individuated self.” Note that this applies to the individuated self. There is
a third option, only not for the small ‘s’ self. The third option is bhakti:
continuous contemplation on the Self itself. Nitya further refines this idea
For man there is no holiday or escape
need to be nourished by the love of his own dear Self. All seeming forms of
discontent and rejection are the negative long shadows that are cast by the
ever-moving caravan of the unquenchable desires to rediscover and re-enter the
be-ness of the Self, the mindless beatitude of the final extinction, the nibbana.
spend all your time on the petty details of threat and nourishment that
transactional life furnishes in unending plenitude! When all is said and done:
The energy that is required to resist,
reject, to defend, to offend, and to flee is a killer activity. This is the
gloomy night of the soul for which everyone seeks redress. Thus, on the whole,
life is an interplay between looming destruction and benign sustenance.
Bushra agreed that it doesn’t have to always be unbearable pain or overwhelming
joy to rivet our attention, just a whiff of either is enough. We are already
hyper-attuned to it. We’ve been practicing since the day we were born, using
tools that have evolved over many millions of years.
talked about a new baby in her family, and how amazed the family all are that
she can do so many things without ever having seen or been taught them. Such a
mysterious talent is charming as well as essential to healthy development. What
we don’t have much of in our DNA is spiritual training. A baby doesn’t need
it—they’re already there. And one of the perplexing features of spiritual souls
seems to be a loss of interest in reproduction. So many ascetics! The Self can
capture so much of your attention you forget to have babies. No way to add your
evolution to the gene pool. Luckily we do have word wisdom that can be passed
along asexually, and once in a while someone actually learns something from it.
Still, many realized people say words are no good, so forget ‘em. Another form
of reproduction denied. The Universe doesn’t want us to catch on to its
case his commentary strikes us as more depressing than it was meant to be,
Nitya offers a sly hint:
The seeming motivation of love is only
fictitious label to give the items of love a sophisticated status in the social
eye. But in all actuality, one’s love is generated by the Self, and its
fulfillment is re-entering the womb of one’s own creativity.
outward is just a word we give to cloak our feelings and make us respectable in
the public eye. Nitya insists that true love is generated by the Self, and the
outcome of our direct relationship to it—bhakti—is going deep into the core of
our being, where resides our authentic creativity. This is the creativity of
our full inner wisdom to relate to the world with expertise, not just as a
painter or a poet, but as a real individual capable of expressing a lot of what
we’re made of. Why limit it by saying I’m a this or a that? What we truly are may
not even be in our mindset. Mindlessness may break loose some other rough beast
than what we expect. Part of the joy of being alive is finding out what that
was inspired by the idea of re-entering the womb of creativity, and was nice
enough to write up a related story. You can read it in Part II just ahead.
closed with a brief reading from That Alone 30, which ends with a very touching
confession, followed by these words of blessing that we were hopefully able to
internalize: You are really released. There is no greater achievement to make.
Here the commentary explains how ordinary people think that
when a husband takes care of his wife who ministers to him, it is not merely in
the interest of the husband or wife that they do so. The truth is that whatever
pleasure they derive from sense objects is really felt as pleasure by the Self
alone. The ignorant man considers the source of pleasure as existing in things
and is attracted to them. But the wise man finds the source of pleasure in
himself, and sees the universality of such a pleasure. The well-known instance
of the dialogue between Yajnavalkya and his wife Maitreyi found in the Brihadaranyaka Upanishad (IV. 5. 1ff)
supports this point.
Brihadaranyaka Upanishad 2.4 begins Yajnavalkya’s exposition on the love of the
Soul, Atman, with the husband and wife, which is the epitome, but then
continues the list. We feel the ananda in so many things, but we are advised to
realize it is within us that the love is generated, so that we can optimize it.
If we believe it resides in objects that come and go, we will be victims of
fate, more or less. If we know that it is our deep be-ness where
love-happiness-bliss originates, we can foster it regularly, making every
contact more enjoyable.
list goes on with children, wealth, followed by two caste titles (Brahmin and
Kshatriya) that Hume points out meant in the time of the Upanishad devotion and
sanctity, and rules or ruling, respectively. Next come worlds, devas or gods,
beings, and if that doesn’t make the point, Yajnavalkya concludes with “all.”
That pretty much covers everything. He sums up by making the point utterly
explicit: Atman (Self or Soul) is that which is to be seen, heard, reflected on
and meditated upon. By implication, we should look for it everywhere, instead
of meditating on its absence.
the following mantra, Yajnavalkya gives the inverse: each of these categories
rejects anyone who imagines that they are separate from the Self. Or you might
say the separation of things from their ground in the Self brings about a state
of rejection or desertion.
did the honor of retelling her main contribution to the class herself. Here’s
what she sent:
I especially liked the last part of this verse, and the idea
of re-entering the womb of one’s creativity, shown here:
But in all actuality, one’s love is generated by the
Self, and its fulfillment is re-entering the womb of one’s own creativity. For
man there is no holiday or escape from the need to be nourished by the love of
his own dear Self. All seeming forms of discontent and rejection are the
negative long shadows that are cast by the ever-moving caravan of the
unquenchable desires to rediscover and re-enter the be-ness of the Self, the
mindless beatitude of the final extinction, the nibbana.
On my family time over Thanksgiving, I had such a moment,
where vividly I felt stuck in the “gloomy night of the soul for which everyone
needs redress” and soon found myself transformed and liberated by an inner
process where I reconnected with my own womb of creativity. Of all
things, pondering the sheer black curtain on the airplane that separated my
cabin from first class was the catalyst. I traced the beauty of its transparency
with my eyes and felt a strong attraction to it, and instantly realized it
excited me and freed me. I saw how meaningful the creative impulse is for
me, and how strongly I connect to beauty. I also knew that that kind of
transformative beauty resides in me and is always waiting for a chance to come
out. Returning to my womb of creativity, and honoring beauty in me and
outside me is a key part of how I as an individual feel most alive, most free,
and most actualized.
In class I also recalled how the sheer scarf has been a
thing for me, going back to when I would be in car rides to the beach with my
family and grandmother, after we’d picked up my grandmother in Portland.
She always had nice clothes and I’d borrow her scarf (when she let me)
and let it fly freely outside the car window as we drove along through the
trees. I loved that. Sometimes I lost it in the air. On occasion my
sister and I would also dance with Granny-O’s sheer scarves for the neighbor
boy while at Neskowin….Anyways, its a joyful thing that is meaningful to me and
it all came together on that plane, and I felt much better. I know
connecting to that part of me also allows me to be more compassionate and
understanding of others, so it’s a good thing.
from That Alone, verse 30. First the verse:
matter does not know; knowledge has no thought
does not articulate; knowing knowledge to be all,
go, one’s inner state becomes boundless;
thereafter he never suffers confined within a
And a few excerpts:
we are physically hurt we live in the body. Most of the rest of the time we
live in a social image of ourselves. We live in the physical body at the
breakfast or lunch table, when some delicate dish is enjoyed. Even then, if there
is good conversation, we attend to our social image and may not even notice we
social identity says: “I am so-and-so. In the eyes of my colleagues, my
friends, my competitors and my enemies, this is the image I want to impress.”
Part of this image comes from the expectations of others. Other people expect
you to wear a certain kind of dress, to have a certain kind of form, to speak
with a certain kind of dignity. You watch all these social expectations and
secretly try to conform to them. Thus, in about twenty years you build up a
personality: your social image. Afterwards if any part of that image becomes
tarnished, you get frightened. You think, “Now I’m going to be rejected because
my social image is no longer perfect.” Someone can now easily exploit you
through character assassination or even blackmail. If someone’s reputation is
assailed, it is as bad as killing the body. One may even commit suicide. You
should not confuse this social image with the soul or the Self; it is only the social
live in the body and the social ego. If we are not suffering from pains like a
head or stomach ache we are suffering from the pains of what others think of
us, or what happened to our trust in another person, or their trust in us, or
to our love. This can become more gruesome and cause more suffering than
physical pain. People have a remarkable resilience to physical pains, but when
the social ego is tortured we may succumb rapidly to the pressure.
we are not saying that when a person has physical pain there is no physical
pain. Certainly there is physical pain, but it is of the body, not of the Self.
The body is animated by a fragmentary aspect of consciousness which is colored
and conditioned so it knows pain. Over time this becomes your major concern and
major affiliation, until you cannot extricate yourself from it.
must learn to free yourself from your absorption with your bodily and egoistic
states. If you are a fully released person, you can still attend to your bodily
states and social functionings, but with a certain amount of detachment.
most essential thing here is to know that there is a third possible
affiliation, one with your pure Self. After affiliating with the Self you can
treat your relationship with the ego and the body with a normal attitude,
rather than the exaggerated attitude of most people. The Guru says if you do
this you become a person with an expansive consciousness whose mind is no
longer confined to one little thing in life, such as your headache or your
toothache. You are still aware that there is a headache or a toothache, but you
don’t allow them to occupy your whole beingness to the point where you are
nothing more than just an ache or a pain. You maintain your inner clarity in
and through your pains and pleasures.
the contemplation, meditation and discipline we do is only for this one purpose
of disaffiliating ourselves from body identity and ego identity, and
establishing an identity with our pure spirit. It is a pilgrimage. We are
walking away from us to arrive at us. From where do we go? From the periphery
of our skin and this feeling of ego. Where do we arrive? Deep down within us.
The distance from our periphery to our center, seemingly so close, is in
reality very, very far. That’s why the Upanishads say it is far and near,
inside as well as outside; it is the farthest from all and the nearest of all.
Nothing is nearer than your center and yet nothing is a longer journey. It is
very difficult to arrive at it, but once you do everything is expansive.
is suffering in this world, but if you are too concerned with it you will miss
your whole life. In spite of suffering, in spite of diseases, you should go on.
Let the body drop off. One day it will drop on its own anyway.
release ourselves from the clutches of the body and the society, we transcend.
Thereafter, pain may be in your body but you don’t suffer. Disgrace may be
sitting on your name in the society but you don’t suffer. This is a scheme
given to us for working out our own release from a twofold misery.
is really one of the most beautiful verses of Atmopadesa Satakam. For years and years I have used this one verse
for meditation. In all my troubles, physical as well as social, this verse has
saved me many times. Again and again I go over it. Sometimes when there are
bodily troubles, people around are upset, and the doctors are annoyed, giving
me all kinds of medicines, I find over and above all this that the only
medicine which gives me utmost relief is this one verse. It goes on saying,
“This inert matter does not know anything. My pure soul is not the one which
sits and thinks and worries. It is not the one which speaks to people. It’s one
all-pervading consciousness. This body is just one thing floating in that ocean
of consciousness like a piece of cork. Sometimes it may be up and sometimes
down.” Thus there comes an expansive, transcendent consciousness. Is there
pain? Yes, there is pain. Did someone say something terrible about me? Yes, he
said I am a very evil man. Aum. Aum. “Are you not very evil?” Aum. Be it so.
What of it?
are really released. There is no greater achievement to make.
you recall, I listed the other subjects of the Honey section of the
Brihadaranyaka Upanishad in Part II. Today while continuing my proofing of
Nataraja Guru’s Integrated Science of the
Absolute through chapter VIII, I found agreement for viewing Narayana
Guru’s epitome, given here as just the husband and wife, as implying the rest.
Check it out, and don’t be deterred by the difficult language. The second
paragraph is most crucial, but the first three paragraphs of section 4 are
relevant to the full meaning here. You might want to get a copy of the text and
try chanting it yourself some day:
4. The Components of Normal Contemplative Value
After having examined the coherence of elements entering
into bhakti, as revealed in the structure of this chapter, it is natural to
find in the Upanishads a typical example wherein the cosmological,
psychological and axiological elements are made to blend together into a
unitive contemplative Absolute, metaphorically referred to as honey in the Brihadaranyaka
Upanishad II.5.1-15. The structural ossifications and articulations of this
poetic composition respecting the philosophical principles of the Science of
the Absolute are so clear, visible and transparent, that we feel justified in
quoting it in full.
A splitting up
of this piece of work would damage the unity of the vision underlying it and
cut into its interest as a total confection meant to be enjoyed as a whole.
These words are moreover meant to be chanted by the brahmachari in his
gurukula. When heard in such a living way it has the strange effect of a mantra
(mystic formula). This has the same value as contemplation when most normally
mystical experiences might have one-sided slants wherein either emotion or
intelligence dominates, although it would be wrong to condemn the value of any
mystical expression simply because of the extraneous factors that might cling
to it. A normalized and healthy version of mysticism is to be preferred. The
right attitude is to forget the extraneous and only take the pure and precious
content. When so treated all mystical experience is equally valuable.