3/25/14
Verse 52
The
sky will glow as radiant sound—
on
that day, all visible configurations will become extinct in that;
thereafter,
the sound that completes the three-petaled awareness
becomes
silent and self-luminous.
Free
translation:
When the sky of consciousness is enflamed with the vibrancy
of sound (the Word), all perceptual forms disappear in its radiant blaze. When,
in that splendor, the small voice that gives finality to the three-fold
segmentation of awareness also ceases, there prevails only the radiance of the
Self.
Nataraja
Guru’s translation:
Filled with word-content, that day the firmament shall radiant
blaze,
And in it shall become extinct all the visionary magic:
Then too, that small voice completing tri-basic knowing
Shall cease and Self-radiance prevail.
Three
new friends honored the class with their presence last night, and felt at ease
sharing their thoughts. It’s curious how often a first time visitor comes in on
one of the difficult classes, as if the spirits of the gurus want to emphasize
the seriousness of the study. No one came to test the waters during the recent
“whipped cream” section, in fact, several stopped coming. So ya never know in
this business.
In
Deb's video memoir (filmed by Vyasa last fall), she remembered Nitya coming up
to her after one of the very first Gita classes in 1970 and telling her, “When
I say something that everybody likes, I see you sitting there unmoved, but when
I say something deep and difficult, I see you nodding and smiling, while the
rest are not paying attention.” It was an invitation to the dance, so to speak.
A deep and difficult dance, all-absorbing.
Nearly
44 years later, this same Debbie opened the discussion saying that if there was
ever a talk that nothing could be said about, this was it, that adding anything
more was ridiculous.
Though,
as usual, after that nod to silence and centering and respectful appreciation,
we gradually warmed up to another valuable interchange.
Since
aum is featured in the talk, being the radiant sound that completes the
three-petaled awareness, I figured it wouldn’t hurt to review the structure of
aum. Though the Mandukya Upanishad spelled it out quite some time back, it
remains obscure to this day. Whenever I see the word aum spelled om, I know
instantly that this open secret of the word is not known to the writer. Reviews
being perfectly honorable, here we go.
Nataraja
Guru combined the Cartesian coordinates with the four letters of aum_. A,
spoken with mouth wide open, symbolizing the waking state and perception, he
placed at the horizontal positive. U, made with mouth half open, symbolizing
the dream state and conception, he placed at the horizontal negative. M, made
with mouth closed, stands for the deep sleep state of pure being and is located
at the vertical negative. Finally, the silence that the word aum tapers down
into during chanting epitomizes the fourth state, turiya, which has no name and
contains the other states within itself.
All
too briefly, the vertical represents time and the horizontal, space, which is
always in the present. Our evolutionary development in life moves vertically up
from its inception in the unconscious to full consciousness. At every stage
there is a horizontal world spread out around us that we can interact with and
where we can learn to match our conceptions accurately with our perceptions.
Gurukula studies unearth many helpful subtleties from this simple premise.
For
instance, I came across the following while editing my Gita X commentary, a
verse where silence is said to be the absolute value of esoterics:
Many words are meant for problem
solving, which is ever a horizontal business. For penetrating the vertical
essence of existence, words are more often stumbling blocks. At least their
implications must be pondered in silence. The idea of silence being the
absolute of esoterics is that stillness can penetrate beyond the veil, whereas
specific techniques manipulate the veil in various ways. Spiritual programs are
valuable insofar as they harmonize the veil of words and thoughts and make it
less obscuring, but silence effaces the whole garment. Profound words emanate
from a core of silence. Verbiage can be visualized as a pyramid, with silence
at the apex, sublime poetry and other inspirational communications in the upper
reaches, descending to more horizontalized directives toward the base. The
bottom level consists of the meaningless chatter many people use to ward off
their fear of quiet.
The
main focus of our discussion was the sound within the sound. Humans make all
sorts of chatter, as a sort of inhibited form of communication. If we listen to
the words we often are led far afield, but we can also listen to the impulse
within the words, which tells a very different story. It’s like when as
children we felt loving and wanted to share that with our loved ones, but the
impulse was thwarted, in any number of ways. Love repulsed hurts, so we learned
to clothe our feelings in obfuscating language. We learned to say what’s
expected of us, what others want to hear, and before long we were as separated
from ourselves as everyone else. Then we “fit in.” It’s a Procrustean setup,
but we hardly notice it once we have been cut down to size.
A
useful meditation is to think about all the ways in the past our loving impulse
was rejected, how it felt and what we did about it. It gives us the courage to
begin to reclaim it.
I
know, I’m preaching to a choir that is already reclaiming itself, but it’s
still a great meditation!
Mainly
we are rejected for all the “right” reasons. Some religions believe that kids
are little sinners who have to be bashed around to become angels. It must have
worked once, thousands of years ago, because despite the perennially gruesome
outcome, people still swear by it. Even non-religious people feel it is their
sacred duty to socialize the little mites. Often administering some kind of
pain is the most effective technique.
Ayomide,
made the excellent point that it isn’t just children whose love is thwarted. Our
minds are bombarded with many different types of conditioning that affects all
we say and do, all through our lives. Social class, gender, you name it. I
agreed that if suppressing our love stopped after a couple of years, we would
all have recovered by now. But it never lets up, even when we are playing
along. And all too often we unconsciously pick up the torch from our oppressors
and become oppressors of the next generation. It’s all “for their own good,”
done with the best motives. Tragic.
It
strikes me that because adults are all nursing our own wounds, we are afraid of
reopening them and resist the invitation of children to regain our true nature.
We unconsciously try to make them like us, when it should definitely be the
other way round. A favorite Tagore quote of mine is: “Every child comes with
the message that God is not yet discouraged of man.” Waves of fresh love come
into the world every day, and yet somewhere along the line they are converted
into sad vestiges of their potential. Restoring the freshness is what spiritual
life is all about.
So.
Underneath the pain and frivolousness is a soul calling out for love, and
sometimes also broadcasting it. If you ignore the window dressing and listen
carefully, you can hear the modulations of aum underneath the glamour. Deb’s
singing lesson earlier in the day with Eugene covered the same idea. He called
her attention to a single sound in the center of her body that goes up and down
to make the songs. It’s not that each note is different; they are part of a
continuum, the hum of our being. This is closely akin to the verse text, where
the central sound that creates everything infuses all the levels of
consciousness, as if they are different notes of the song of our Self.
Kian
recognized this in many conversations he has had. So many words went back and
forth, but when he analyzed them there was a very brief message within all the
flimflam. Deb added that she read about one poet’s development, that at the
beginning of her career she had so much going on that she couldn’t shorten what
she was writing, but eventually she learned how. As she got better at her
poetry, she became more succinct, and vice versa. We can easily see this
weakness in others, but we really should focus on our own way of speaking. We
should ask ourselves, “What am I really trying to say? What is unnecessary
here?” I remember an adage my father once told me, “A wise man thinks twice
before he speaks once.” I had probably been babbling on, and that put an end to
it on the spot.
Donna
made everyone laugh by telling us how when she first read the commentary, she
never wanted to speak again. Then she thought of an amazing dichotomy: the
universe and the diverse. Diversity was the opposite of university, and yet
they are also the same, they go together. She recalled a Joseph Campbell quote,
after he had traveled all over the world, that we are all singing the same song
indifferent languages. Ergo, the universe is diverse. Presumably, the thought
made her brave enough to speak again.
Michael
mused that Shakespeare used highly florid language to communicate powerful
meanings, to delineate characters with surgical precision. Economy of words is
good sometimes, but abundance is also wonderful. The key is in having something
worthwhile to say.
Eugene
told us about his six aunts who would do “tarrying” in the family kitchen. It’s
a kind of sound-making that goes beyond words, kind of like speaking in
tongues. Eugene remembered them fondly, sitting together and embracing each
other in sonic shawls. I looked into it this morning and the term seems to come
from tarrying or waiting for the coming of the Lord—what you do in the
meantime. It turns out that Eugene’s family lives at Pentecostal ground zero,
so this is the real deal:
The idea of “tarrying” for the
Holy Spirit came out of the Pentecostal Revival which started in 1906 around
the turn of the 20th century. It started in a “mission” church on Azusa St., in
the now doomed city of Los Angeles, California. There, according to His promise
to restore all things, God began to pour out His Spirit upon all flesh,
manifesting “the Gift” and “gifts” of the Holy Ghost - exactly like it was in
the early church. From here the Pentecostal revival spread around the world
like wild-fire. Signs, wonders and divers manifestations of God’s Spirit were
multiplied beyond number. (Professor
David Edwin Harrell, Jr., All Things Are
Possible)
Listening to the sound within the sound called to mind a
favorite quote about Leos Janacek, the Czech composer:
To him, folk art was the essence
of musical life. He began the creation of his musical-dramatic style by
studying living speech, and to this day there remain notes on speech melody
jotted down in his bold hand. He would listen to salesmen, newsboys, railway
guards, waiters, children and housewives as he heard them speak in Brno, the
capital city of Moravia. And he would study the sounds of tears and laughter,
of singing birds, bubbling brooks, falling rain and whistling wind. The melodic
curves of speech were of vital importance to Janacek’s musical language.
“It
was rather strange when someone in my district would speak to me,” he once told
an interviewer. “Maybe I did not take in what he said, but that sequence of
tones! I knew immediately what to think of him: I knew what he felt, whether he
lied or whether he was excited. Sounds, the rise and fall of sounds in human
speech, held for me the most profound truth.”
Mick
insisted that most people speak from their mind, but true speech comes from the
heart. People dance around what they're trying to say because they can't get to
the heart. He advised everyone to be the beauty of their heart. Ayomide added a
nuanced view, that by careful listening we can hear the messages between
people. It doesn’t necessarily depend on being painfully direct, only on not
being distracted by the surface presentation. That encouraged Deb to add that,
“if I really know what I feel and I'm not trying to manipulate someone, that
makes all the difference.” It was one of several big Ifs that came out in the
class. Meaning, manipulation and obfuscation are usually what’s happening in
communication, and we hardly notice.
Mick
gave a hilarious performance of how we communicate worlds with the tone of our
voice, most notably in how we speak to animals and children. With a series of
grunts and purrs he “spoke” a wide range of ideas. He finished by admitting
that his wife often tells him that “what you say is right but how you say it is
wrong,” because he gets so worked up when speaking.
Interestingly,
the class segued from sound into light. In Indian philosophy, sound is the most
essential element, with light being the next layer. Here is the part of the
commentary that inspired us:
Knowledge
or consciousness may be compared to light. Light can vary from the most feeble
ray to the brilliance of a million suns shining all at once. If there is no
light, you don’t see anything. If there is a little light, it makes a contrast
between light and shadow. With more light there is a sharper contrast with the
darker shadow. But if the light is coming from everywhere and there is no
shadow left, you can’t see anything. The most intense light effaces the
distinction between the source of the light and the illuminated object. If you
take the analogy still further, it also takes away the difference between the seer
and the seen. The seer, the seen and the seeing are all just one light.
The Guru here says the sky of your
consciousness is blazing forth in such brilliance. He began with the sound. Now
he says the sound is blazing forth, leaping into flames. The very sky of your
consciousness is on fire. It is radiant. Within that radiance it is so bright
that you do not see any difference between things. The Guru says all those
details of vision are effaced in this one radiance, this great splendor of
light.
There’s a paradox here. Religions like to play up the
explosive realization aspect, the flooding of light. It appeals to us because
it’s exciting, and also because we have come to believe we are supposed to be
someone other than ourselves, that we’re not okay. Narayana Guru has gone to
great pains to teach us that we are in fact realized, that we are walking
miracles. Sure, we can do better, but we only have to become ourselves again to
begin to repair the damage. As Donna put it, remembering is re-membering, taking
all the various parts of us that are scattered around and bringing them back
together.
I’m
going to have to give the light/shadow discussion short shrift, but it was
excellent. Michael brought in Jung’s insights into the shadow side of the
persona, how we repress the “bad” and put forward the “good,” two abstractions
(really one dual abstraction) that produce a split psyche. We wind up
projecting our shadow onto the other and hating it. Nitya’s image of how we
can’t see anything if there is all darkness or all light, that life and
understanding take place in the arena where they overlap, is healing in any
number of ways. Elsewhere I compare it to the ones and zeros of computer
language: all of one or the other is no information at all. It’s the combination
that tells us everything.
Narayana
Guru often slipped into merger with the Absolute, but he wrested himself back
to wakeful consciousness so he could inspire those around him to arise from
their oppressed condition. He often prayed to not slip into the light of aum—at
least not yet. Because he stuck around, the lives of many millions of people
were transformed for the better. For our closing meditation, we took one of his
prayers, reprinted in the Introduction to Nitya’s Psychology of Darsanamala, that puts the motivation most
poetically. It’s from Subrahmanya
Kirtanam, in a free English translation by Nitya, and eerily echoes a lot
of what we said in class. It gave us a chance to momentarily dip into the
mystical unity of our core:
All discernible forms disappear
where light is not paired with shadows, and all imaginations cease where
beatitude reigns supreme. Such is the resplendence of your supreme state. It is
as if your brilliance has swallowed the sun and the moon. Your lotus feet rest
in the brilliant fire of the wisdom of the third eye. Oh Lord, reposed on the
colorful wings of the phenomenal peacock, my supplication to you is not to
disappear.
The moon has gone beyond the
horizon. With it also have gone the fantasizing dreams of the night. The sun
has risen in the firmament. The moon and the shimmering stars are no more to be
seen. It is a good time to immerse deeply into the depth of beatitude. Alas!
That does not befit the occasion. It is not the time to be lost in spiritual
absorption. Look, here is the world drowning in the dark ocean of misery. In
body and mind millions are diseased. By drinking they have increased their
torpor. These unfortunate wretches are to be roused from their drunken madness.
Oh ye people, wake up now! It is time for you to enter into the cleansing river
of eternal wisdom and perennial joy.
Part II
Neither This Nor That But . . . Aum:
We come to know many things by seeing them. All the things
we see are also named and explained to us by someone or other in many words.
Compared to what we have come to know through hearing and through word-content,
what is otherwise known is meager. Even a person devoid of the faculty of physical
hearing is exposed to word-content. Word is structured sound. When sound is
structured, it gains psycho-dynamic power. The very stuff of our world is said
to be the Word. Sound is vibration. By altering the pitches and frequencies of
the vibration we create words that govern our lives. We use words to hurt, to
command, to instruct, to govern, to lead, to appeal, to console, to express
grief, to describe, to paint visions, to tickle the soul into soaring high into
the heights of sublimity and to lead the mind into great depths. Sound can
shake us and also pacify us.
Sound
is a quality, the intrinsic nature of akasha—the all-filling psychic space. All
things exist in the space of akasha; hence, sound can affect, influence and
alter things. In verse 2, the Guru told us that this entire visible world is a
modification of the light of the sun. In a higher and broader sense, the space
he refers to is the firmament of consciousness. The sun that shines in the
space of consciousness is knowledge.
Knowledge
can be compared to light. There is a range of light which varies from the most
feeble flicker to the highest brilliance, brighter than the radiance of a
million suns. Knowledge of things is feeble and knowledge of the Self is
radiant. In this verse, Guru speaks of a state in which the space of the psyche
blazes forth in great brilliance with its word dynamics.
When
light increases it removes all shadows. Things are seen only by contrasting
light with shadow. If all shadows are removed, the nature of visibility
changes. Not only are the light and what is illuminated unified into one, but
the seer is also united to the seen and the act of seeing. Thereafter, only
brilliance exists. In the Mandukya and Chandogya Upanishads everything of the
past, the present and the future is said to be the modification of aum. The
world of the gross, the subtle and the causal are all covered by the symbolic
word formula, aum. What remains when the secret of aum is revealed is the final
silence into which everything seen, heard or known vanishes.
The
tribasic notion of the knower, known and knowledge is unified into the still
voice of the One Absolute. In that, there is neither vision nor sound. There
exists only the One that shines by itself.
*
* *
Nataraja
Guru’s commentary:
THE starting point for the treatment of the subject-matter of
the second half of the composition, as we have pointed out, has to depend on
inner experience hardly capable of being put into words. In spite of this
innate difficulty of the subject-matter, however, the Guru here writes a verse
surcharged with inner experience so that the more critical and methodological
discussion might follow. Whether this forceful verse reveals the actual state
of mind or consciousness of the Guru or not, it is more important for the
disciple to examine its implications carefully so that he himself can have the
benefit of what the Guru tries to say by way of instruction about the Self.
‘Sabda’ and ‘dhvani’ both refer to sound, but it is not
merely sound as studied in physics that is meant here. ‘Dhvani’, which is the
word used by the Guru here, is to be taken together with its meaningful import
as the word and its meaning taken together. Whether spoken or understood, the
word has a contemplative content which Vedantic literature refers to as the
source of all visible realities. We have therefore rendered ‘dhvani-Maya’ as ‘filled
with word-content’.
How could such a ‘dhvani’ or sound blaze into radiance, so as
to fill the sky? This is another suggestive subject in the above verse which
has to be justified. If magnetism can be equated and understood in terms of electricity, it
will not be
altogether out of place to speak of intense meaningful sounds setting fire, as
it were, to the total field of inner consciousness, more especially to the
higher or more positive aspects of the same. With an apocalyptic touch the Guru
here predicts such a glorious day for everyone in the path of Self-realization.
The colourful world of vain attractions and repulsions in
which we pass our everyday lives is here brought under the grade of a visionary
magic. Though tantalising and elusive, they are not substantial, and when the
higher levels of perception or vision are established within consciousness by
intense thought or contemplation, the lower region which is the source of lazy
visions of ramified value-sets tend to get weakened and the visions abolished
altogether, absorbed into white light full of meaningful import.
Just as the vision of individual trees can get effaced when
the forest becomes globally discernible, or thread disappears when we focus
attention on its woven effect of cloth, so the entities that depend on lower
passive states of mind disappear if inner attention is increased. It is thus
that the outer show of colourful magical display is said to be absorbed or
extinguished in the higher though more interior vision. The vision gives place
to meaningful sound, culminating in the conceptual light of the Absolute Name.
The horizontal view of reality that we take in our non-contemplative
or passively lazy moments of life, when our attention is not properly focused on the central
reality, has its
tri-basic division which is known to Vedanta as the ‘triputi’ already
explained. This makes the three operations within consciousness in respect of
any proposition have three distinct or disjunct divisions which give the
subject, the object or the meaning primacy at a given time. It is a syntax or a
subtle linguistic element that thus divides a single meaningful content of
thought into three apparent parts or aspects. Full contemplation can result
only when this tri-basic prejudice, which belongs to sound in the sense we have explained, is
not operative within consciousness. The still voice here under
reference, which is the last
link between outer and inner language, shall stop when the full vision of the
Absolute is about
to be established. This dual state is here compared to
the ‘All-Filling-Light’ of
Self-realization.
Part III
Jake's
commentary notes the particular value of Nitya's insights for Westerners:
In
this verse, the Guru attempts the impossible in his efforts to describe the
interior experience of attaining the state of turiya (enlightenment), our waking up to the real, the Absolute in
that ultimate awareness in which, writes Nitya, “all-embracing consciousness”
transcends our routine procedures in perceiving the world. In such a state, the
knower, the known,
and the knowledge—the wakeful, dream, and deep-sleep states (the gross, subtle,
and causal)—“all merge into the pure silence” that follows the work of Aum,
a certain sound (p. 356). And sound is that on which all experience
is constructed.
In
the Guru’s descriptions of Turiya and in Nitya’s comments on them, words reach
their levels of failure in attempting to describe that which transcends the
senses. The tools, so to say, are
not up to the task (as is true in any language) and rely almost exclusively on
figures of speech designed to offer visions in one form or another: ”the sky of
your consciousness blazing forth,” “a million suns rising all at once,” and so
on. As in all such efforts to
describe the ineffable, the uninitiated are in a Catch-22: they can legitimately comprehend only if they already
understand. But it is in that very
distance between the ultimate goal contained in the descriptions and our
condition of worldly ignorance that Nitya offers what, I think, is of
particular value to our understanding the Guru’s highly stylized metaphoric
verse. As Americans, we may not
yet be able to participate wholly with the Guru’s complete vision, but in
Nitya’s commentary we can begin to piece together a journey beginning with the
first steps firmly anchored in our experience here and now.
As
the Guru has established in previous verses, our world of awareness is
constructed largely out of words and concepts our minds cobble together out of
them. We have names for
everything, and, as Nitya points out, if we dismiss them all from our awareness
almost nothing remains (beyond dumb, timeless nature). Words, however, originate
in oral
expression. They are atmospheric
vibrations crafted by our tongues and breath. With sound, then, we can express a meaning (arising from
somewhere unexplainable) that can be carried in any number of melodies (or not)
depending on the mood we wish to attach to the content. Through this mysterious
process we
paint out word pictures that others might or might not visualize, in the
process essentially translating sound into sight. This miraculous series of events denies explanation,
concludes Nitya. By directing our
“vital breath,” or prana, to and from words we express our world that we again
inexplicably codify in marks on
page our minds can comprehend. The
underlying character of sound, in its pure form, is that of the Absolute, and
in that oneness we all share thereby affording us the opportunity to
communicate with and understand each other. In this respect, the “mathematics of music is already within
us because we are sound” (p. 355).
This
measurable precision of the cosmos that permeates it entirely and that is the
substance of words manifests in infinite variety because of this plastic
character. In addition to literal
denotation, words more often than not carry heavy connotation or implied
meaning that can be multiplied in combination with other words. Poetry, for example,
distances itself
from literal word representations in its employment of tropes, analogies, and
so on. A “scientific” description
of the sun is quite unlike “Sol smiling in the morning heavens” in both meaning
and content.
Concerning
this very point, Nitya presents the Purva-Mimamsa school of thought that claims
the world is constituted of sound, a world in which this sound influences
everything. This school’s
collection of mantras or sound patterns speaks to this basic quality in which
the world is a mind’s construction fashioned out of the one eternal Absolute.
By becoming one with that sound, our
consciousness burns away all others and “like ten thousand suns shining all at
once” we know ourselves and the Absolute are not two.”
As is the case for any journey,
the
arriving at this enlightened destination requires that we begin with our first
steps by our using the tools at hand.
Understanding the Guru’s vision demands an awareness beyond what the
rational mind can comprehend (commonly known as understanding). But that mental
capacity, for many of
us, is our tool at hand and if we
deny it as having value—a position sometimes taken by those championing
irrational “feeling” as superior to reason—we are disqualified as participants
in knowing the Absolute. It is
this very procedure that has been employed by “New Age” devotees who
essentially damn reason as a weapon of Western hegemony that has been used to
bludgeon the more noble non-rational peoples of the globe. By ignoring any distinction
between pre
and post rational states, much of the critique of American culture relies on a
general disparaging of reason per se as it has marched on through Western
Europe to the Western Hemisphere.
Through non-thought, in other words, intellect itself is seen as the
enemy of the good and those possessing it automatically qualify as demonic
unless or until they deny their heresy and embrace the irrational. Inquisitions
have not gone away.
In
this verse, the Guru offers a spectacular vision we have yet to participate in,
and Nitya articulates the pieces of it in terms our minds can understand. But
as Frithjof Schuon once commented,
rational Intellect is also of
the Absolute and
“the . . . denial of the presence, whether virtual
or actualized, of the uncreated Intellect in the created being, finds its most
usual expression in the erroneous affirmation that no supernatural knowledge is
possible apart from Revelation.
But it is quite arbitrary to maintain that on this earth we have no
immediate knowledge of God, and in fact that it is impossible for us to have
such knowledge. This provides one
more example of the opportunism that, on the one hand, denies the reality of
the Intellect, and, on the other hand, denies to those who enjoy the possession
of it the right to know what it causes them to know.” (p 57-58, The Transcendent
Unity of Religions)