2/6/18
Yoga Darsana verse 4
By the modulation of consciousness
Which is unbroken as in the streak of
oil,
What incessant rejoicing is in the Self.
Such is yoga – this is the recognition
of
yogis.
Nataraja Guru’s translation:
That
unbroken functioning of reason
Which
in the Self, like a streak of oil
Finds
incessant joy, such as Yoga
Is
by yogis recognised.
My
friends reminded me that I have several favorites in Nitya’s Darsanamala
commentary, but this is the one I would recommend if you were going to read
only one, as it gives a very practical summation of the subject, and is
beautifully laid out. It would also be of benefit to read the notes from ten
years ago, which are directly elucidating of the content, so I have tucked them
into Part II. Good stuff there. Charles made a big contribution.
Here
Nitya first distinguishes between autonomous and voluntary functions. He treats
the unconscious processes as autonomous because they are not under conscious
control, but this does not mean they are only oppressive conditionings. There
is quite obviously a tremendous amount of intelligent processing that is being
presented to our wakeful awareness in an autonomous fashion. It’s just that
it’s complete on arrival.
After
recapitulating some of the basics of modulating consciousness, Nitya reminds us
that there is nothing haphazard or tepid in yogic tapasya:
The yogic discipline is goal oriented.
The yogi
sets kaivalya, the primeval,
unadulterated state of pure ‘be-ness’, as the final goal. As every step is to
be directed to progress towards the attainment of it, all acts of cognition,
volition, and states of affection are to be aligned with this basic goal. Thus
the goal has to be both ontologic and teleologic. It is teleologic because it
refers to a future possibility, and ontologic because there is an approximation
of the goal to a certain degree, however negligibly, in the here and now. Such
a discipline enjoins upon the aspirant the conscious monitoring of every
modulation in the stream of consciousness.
Jan is one of our more practically-minded class members, and
she appreciated the emphasis on specific advice here, along with the
unqualified assertion that yoga is goal oriented. That a positive goal
orientation is widely viewed as unspiritual even in the Gurukula is an abiding
mystery in my view. Just because material goals are more obvious and more
draining of our energy doesn’t mean that spiritual goals should be downplayed.
Jan
mused how this philosophy goes against many popular cultural ideals of how to
live life. When she was a freshman in college she took a political philosophy
class where she read Karl Marx for the first time. What struck her most were
some messages about how the individual should not be just a cog in a machine. That
got her thinking of freedom in a new way, and she now realizes her attention even
back then was moving toward yogic values, such as how important each individual
life is. One thing she was sure of was that she didn’t want to be just a cog in
someone else’s moneymaking machine.
Intentionality
has a central role in attaining any goal, yogic or otherwise. Plenty of
religions counsel passivity and acceptance of the course of fate—Hinduism
abounds with it—but yoga does not. One of the things that makes yoga most
interesting is the continual challenge of acting with expertise in favor of
liberation of all beings, including yourself. While accepting of some aspects
of fate, it is prepared to work and play with enthusiasm where the limitations
of existence permit.
For
instance, in uncomfortable life situations we naturally react defensively and
protectively. Bringing love to bear is an act of philosophic purpose, at least
until it becomes well established as a habit. It is far from automatic. It
requires intent. Volition.
This
got Susan thinking about how she was brought up. Her mother told her not to ever
act sad or mad but to always be happy and positive. Yet there was no
acknowledgment and acceptance of any negative feelings, so it was a kind of
charade. My (Scott’s) family also was dedicated to ignoring problems. If you
pretended everything was fine, it was. Turning your back and pretending
contentment extended from minor irritations all the way to death itself. It’s a
not uncommon attitude, but it isn’t yoga, either. A yogi’s approach is more in
keeping with modern psychology and neuroscience, where you can only make
positive changes by first facing the problem squarely. There is also some truth
that pretending to be happy works better than pretending to be unhappy, but
abiding happiness is a spiritual accomplishment that doesn’t depend on hiding
out or any kind of pretense.
This
reminded Paul of his church-based upbringing, where anger simply wasn’t
allowed. Instead of a natural angry response to an insult, you had to pretend to
be holy. As the contrarian of the family, doing it made him even madder. He
prefers the Native American way of walking barefoot on the earth—which can also
be taken symbolically—where you can feel both the warmth and softness of the
sand, as well as the sharp stones and prickly cactus, which remind you to get
back on the path of happiness.
Bill
put it nicely: we have to always come back to the essential goodness, and a
yogi is continually aware of the present moment. Continual awareness is a theme
of the commentary, repeated several times.
The
very act of bringing awareness to bear on every aspect of life causes an
expansion of consciousness, so long as it’s done with that intent. We are very
familiar with the myriad ways that awareness can be consciously shrunk by such
techniques as dogmatic repetition, but so long as the intent is to increase
awareness, that is what will gradually come about. Rewiring our consciousness
in this way is acknowledged even by neuroscientists to be a long, hard road,
but that’s precisely what yoga aims for. Nitya describes it as annexing the
territory of the autonomous and introducing a measure of independent cognition:
Autonomous modulation takes place as a
conditioned reflex. The instinctive behavior of a person has behind it the
inbuilt accumulation of the information of their genetic past, and hence the
power of the autonomous to produce modulation is enormous, instantaneous, and
mostly of an undetectable nature with regards to the implied unconscious
motivation. This is a biologic ‘black box’ zealously guarded by the
unconscious, and the challenge it offers to the yogi is the transmutation of
the autonomous into the voluntary.
Bill felt
this showed that the ego really does have an important role to play in
harmonizing the Self with the non-Self. The ego gets demonized as public
enemy number one—an old-fashioned FBI cliché from our childhood—or better, as private enemy number one,
but it’s
actually an essential tool for the job of attaining the goal of transmuting the
autonomous into the voluntary. Hey, the ego is
the voluntary. It just usually volunteers to conform to the autonomous.
Bill
added that the biological black box of the unconscious contains our vasanas,
our deepest motivations. The yogi needs to take them from the realm of the
unconscious and lay a voluntary touch on them. Those underlying reactions that
come from some vasanas cause us to react in certain predetermined ways, and
this may not be in our best interest.
I
added that this is precisely the place for the intellect to weigh in. Nitya is
asking us to be vitally aware, which means to bring a dynamic and non-dogmatic
heightened awareness to bear. When people decry the intellect they really mean
what we call the mind and its attendant rationally determined limits. It is
good to remember Nitya’s chart in verse 68 of That Alone. It’s a continuum, and
in the center is the I (self-awareness of the ego). At one extreme is the body
and at the other the Absolute. Mind connects the ego with the body, while the
intellect connects the ego with the Absolute. This should be solidly known by
all students of Gurukula Vedanta. Our intellect is the guiding principle that
leads us from mediocrity to the ideal goal of the Absolute, however that
mystery may be conceived or visualized. Both mind and intellect can be used
well or poorly, and that truly is the issue. We need all of our powers, and we
need them to be optimized. In the ultimate analysis the ego and body are also
the Absolute.
Deb
echoed that buddhi or intellect is what gave the Buddha his name. It is the light
of clarity, perception and understanding. Let’s give it the respect it
deserves.
The
brighter the light of awareness we can bring to bear on this process of
transmuting the autonomous into the voluntary, the more rapid will be the
transformation. Nitya reminds us our default setting of ego is, by contrast, a
dim bulb:
Our psychosomatic organism is like a mass
of
psycho-electrical installations kept in complete darkness, with the exception
of a little light around the cognizing agent, identified with the ego. This
feeble light is experienced by the ego in the form of a desire, a fear, an
apprehension, a challenge, a call for reciprocation, the passing parade of
impressions, and the vague, broken awareness of incoherent reflexes that fill
up the gap between one definitive interest and another. The yogi, for the
purpose of remaining alert and continuing an attention that is vivid, has to
fight with this mechanistic automation generated by the past.
Here is
where detachment comes in: we have to shake off the impositions of such petty
demands on our time and pay attention to more meaningful pursuits. Becoming
absorbed in an intense study like this one is a simple and effective way to do
just that. The bonus is that instead of veering hither and yon with “the
passing parade of impressions,” yoga practice brings about a steady state of
harmonized focus. Narayana Guru calls it incessant rejoicing—an ideal
description. Nitya once again downplays the popular belief in a simple
solution, which I suspect comes from drug-assisted states that touch on the
divine. Totally simple—nothing to it! Yet that is why psychedelic voyagers
generally come back to more or less where they started even after seeing God,
because they still have to do the transformative work to make the condition
permanent. Nitya succinctly describes what is actually required:
Realizing the enormity of this task the
yogi
decides to keep the attention as far as possible filled with evenly harmonized
modulations consciously monitored, which can become afterwards a sequential
movement of consciousness through a series of habitual choices. This is not an
easy thing to accomplish, because life is not static and our environments vary
continuously with kaleidoscopic fickleness. To achieve this, a number of skills
are required.
Jan dug the
phrase “evenly harmonized modulations.” She loves being aware of those
times when she’s trying to do this work and she can feel the harmonization
begin to happen, her wiser self coming forward. For her this means the
releasing of the grip of her samsaras, when the light is shed on the Self we
are instructed to identify with. It’s something she can actually feel, and she
relishes its presence in her life.
Paul,
our admitted contrarian, said that any note by itself is automatically
harmonious. It’s when other notes are added that we get disharmonies and
discords. One element of human progress, however, is that our sense of harmony
has grown to include many sounds that were once considered discordant. There is
beauty in complexity as well as simplicity.
Susan
wondered at the difference between projections and modulations, which ignited a
fascinating conversation. In summary, modulations are the all-inclusive term
for mental functioning, and projections are one large subgroup, where our
preconceived notions are overlaid on the present, on both external and internal
factors. Or course, Darsanamala opens with the Lord projecting everything,
including modulations, but that is a different kind of projection. The first
two verses of the first darsana are:
1. It
was in the beginning as if non-existence—
this
world, like a dream; thereafter,
everything
was projected
by
the will alone of the Supreme Lord.
2. As
incipient memory form alone, in the beginning,
this
remained; thereafter, the Lord
projected
with his maya,
like
a magician, the entire world.
Nothing
wrong with that kind of projection! And nothing we can do about it, either.
Remember, here vertical modulations (those directed to the highest goal) are
not only permitted but encouraged, while horizontal ones are to be curbed or
else gathered in service to the vertical goal. Projections in the psychological
sense mean the projection of partial awareness. I used our dog as an example. People
meeting us on a trail either love him or hate him, but he’s just a dog. He’s
neutral, sort of, and they are already carrying their projections of what that
means to them. We aren’t supposed to blame the dog for what people project on
him, though we can and should take it into account for everyone’s peace of
mind, including the dog’s.
Jan
quoted Nitya that a “modulation assumes the specific characteristics of
a thing or an idea.” It takes the actual shape—in fact, it is the shape. So they are fine, except when
we (all too frequently)
modify them with our projections. The projection part is something we can come
to recognize with due diligence, while the modulations are more like the air we
breathe: invisible and taken for granted. Recall how Nitya described them: “enormous, instantaneous,
and mostly
of an undetectable nature.” In meditation we put them on hold for as long as
feasible, like holding our breath, but rest assured they’ll be right back.
Thankfully
Nitya provides a list of the most important skills we can be working on full
time, to give the dim light of the ego a boost in wattage. The third sentence
is worth the whole price of admission to yoga study:
The main counterparts involved in the
experiencing of consciousness are the Self and the non-Self. The Self, for its
alignment with the non-Self, has to do its interlinking through the good
offices of the ego. The ego is therefore to be equipped with the right
orientation to the goal; a favorable mood by which it can amicably exercise its
empathy even in the most unforeseen situations; a philosophically enriched
disposition of positively wanting to perpetuate love, compassion, fellowship,
and cheerfulness; and a vivid comprehension of the total meaning of every
passing moment.
This is an
earthshaking variety of yoga. We may vaguely grasp it intuitively, but it is
very helpful to have it spelled out. Nitya still leaves it for us to interpret,
since in the ultimate analysis it’s up to us to know what we’re up to.
First
our ego needs a meaningful direction and a proper orientation to support it.
“Expanded consciousness” is a fine goal, but what does that actually mean? We
could adopt Bergson’s “the universe is a machine for the making of gods,”
and think of our goal as becoming divine. We might have a psychedelic vision we
want to actualize, or a wise person we’d like to emulate. Our goal needs to be
inspiring enough to us that we direct all our nonobligatory energies to it in
the course of our daily life, not just when we sit down to meditate.
Next
on the list is a favorable mood that can be applied in every situation,
including the most discomfiting. That by itself can take a lifetime of
practice. Once it gains a foothold, we have to bring our psyche back to it
whenever it is knocked aside by the shocks we encounter, those “slings and
arrows of outrageous fortune.” Nitya suggests samyama as an ideal favorable
mood:
This comes through an act of samyama,
which can be somewhat
approximated to a creative form of contemplation by which a possibly miserable
autonomous presentation of the ever-fleeting phenomena is substituted by a
consciously generated theme of a favorable psychodrama, which gives ample
opportunities for the ego, in perfect harmony with the Self, to induce a high
degree of the numinous in all details of the phenomenal.
There’s another pithy sentence for you!
And
then there’s that “philosophically enriched disposition” to spread loving
kindness to all. A yogi knows you can’t just wish for something and it
magically happens, you set out with certain parameters and then fit each unique
instance into the framework in the way that is most fitting. In complex
interactions you may have to go far afield to try to bring about a beneficent
outcome. A simplistic approach may lead to tragic consequences. Sometimes
leaving something alone is the best way to show love. In any case, getting it
right is a tremendous challenge that can never be fully codified:
The yogi continuously promotes the capacity
to
both reconnoiter the situation and to direct all energies involved to continue
the unbroken attention given to a chosen set of values, such as seeing only
love where there is a lot of hatred concentrated. This is more easily said than
achieved. A unilateral posture of love in a situation of aggression and hatred
can turn comical and ridiculous, and can even worsen the situation into an
absurdity. So the yogi, out of love for the actualization of a noble ideology,
should not lose touch with the facts that are present.
In yoga, a
unilateral posture is always inadequate: both sides must be taken into account.
Therefore a true yogi will always modify their tactics to meet the existing
circumstances.
What
leapt to my mind as an absurdity when reading this was the religious cleric in
H.G. Wells’ War of the Worlds, who
goes out open-armed to meet the invading Martians with utter trust in their
goodness, and is instantly incinerated. As Ramakrishna put it, don’t kiss the
hissing cobra.
Jan
talked about how even the posture of love needs to be monitored, how you have
to bring that forth intelligently. Even such a good intention as loving your
own child can turn into an absurdity. She remembered being counseled on “tough
love” by a doctor when she was trying to help her young son cope with a serious
illness. He fought against taking his needed medicine because it tasted bad and
made him feel awful, so Jan had to be forceful. She would have much rather not
had to be mean, but she had no real choice. Sometimes it’s not in the
child’s best interest to give them what they want. The parent has to have a
long-range vision of what will be good for them, and you have to work for that
bigger picture. Tough love is often taken far beyond where it’s beneficial, but
Jan’s example was quite appropriate.
The
modern world has gravitated more and more to an indulgent, hyper-protective
style of child rearing and other pedagogic situations, where once it was more
ferocious. A guru sometimes has to use pressure and shock to get a point
across, because the ego is very complacent as long as it doesn’t feel
threatened. Nitya could really roast his disciples, but he made sure to only do
it if it had been requested, as not everyone is capable of handling it. But he
knew that intensity was one way to teach higher values when they were being
held at bay by egotistical smugness, and he hints at the process here:
In such a complex situation many backward
and
forward and left and right maneuverings are to be made to arrive at a correct
homeostasis of behavior. This explains some of the curt and seemingly drastic
measures which a yogi adopts when a person of shallow understanding expects
them to conform to ritualistic adherence to conventional ideologies. This hard
but most fulfilling discipline increases the yogi’s inner tranquility, and that
in turn enables them to have a more clear and correct perspective of all their
involvements with persons and events.
I
wondered if anyone was brought up short by Nitya’s mentioning of an assigned
niche for even a yogi in this world. I feel that a yogi is always working to
stay out of niches, and yet as Deb pointed out we can’t help but be in one
anyway. She maintained that a niche isn’t like a role or a place on a
shelf, it’s the very situation you are living in at every moment. We fantasize
about being in a different place, but our niche is merely the actuality of
wherever we are. We have to accept it and fill it beautifully. Deb has learned
that the two things which will pull you out of being grounded are nostalgia or
regret for the past or apprehension about the future. You fill your niche well
only if you accept the given situation, and this is the meaning of “the yogi
has to attune the self with the Self.”
As
with all yogic propositions, a niche can be both binding and liberating. Nitya
loved his life as a wandering mendicant with no obligations to anyone, yet when
he finally settled into the niche of being the head Guru of the Narayana
Gurukula, the limitations provided him an avenue to spread his wisdom much more
widely, and take his teaching of individuals to a much higher level of
actualization. Despite this, Nitya always had a strong independent streak, and
the urge to run away from entanglements was never far off. After his death I
sat for a few minutes at his desk in Fernhill, and several typical visitors
came and talked to me, basically relating their life stories and asking for
favors and blessings. It was the most ghastly, tedious job I could imagine! A
half hour seemed like a lifetime! My respect for Nitya soared even higher,
suffering through the kind of sacrifice he made every day of his life as a
guru. He did of course have those hearing aids he would subtly turn off when
the conversations grew too one-sided, but still….
Anyway,
even the most liberated Nitya had his assigned niche, and from it he expertly
ministered to all and sundry who came to him for both what he had to offer and
what they wished he had to offer. His dedication and sacrifice exemplifies the
continuous attunement and hard work he brings together in the closing
paragraph:
The yogi also has an assigned niche in
a given
situation in the phenomenal world, and cannot run away from it. When thus
placed for a lifetime, the individual is exposed to both the dark and benign
forces of nature. Although it is easy to be in a state of joy when conditions
are favorable, the same joy is to be taken across several thorny issues which
can be of gruesome pain to the body, the social self, and the moral conscience.
To tide over such disasters, the yogi has to attune continuously with the Self,
which is perennially of the nature of existence, subsistence, and bliss. This
identification is of course hindered by the ego’s longstanding intimate and
intrinsic relationship with the body and mind, which are equipped with a highly
sensitive neural system. However hard this game is, it can be achieved. The
mark of it is the incessant inward joy reflected in the smile of a meditative
Buddha. It is this state of unbroken beatitude that is recognized by the yogis
as yoga.
We closed
with a longer meditation than usual, on consciousness as a streak of oil and
yoga as incessant rejoicing. Our psyches are so complex and capable, if we give
them interesting challenges to deal with, they love the opportunity. I have
often quoted Nitya’s line that depression comes when we aren’t plugged in to
meaningful interests. When we are so engaged, the satisfaction we feel in every
fiber of our being could easily be called incessant rejoicing. And after all,
incessant flow and a steady stream are not so different, are they? Let’s go for
a swim.
Part II
Swami
Vidyananda’s commentary:
The kind of Yoga practised under conditions where no
definite rules are observed, and where the mind still remains distracted, does
not yield the results of the high state of samàdhi
(peace.) It is not conducive to Self-realization, because of the many
hindrances. Like the incessant flow of the streak of oil when poured from one
vessel into another, there must be an unbroken continuity of the relation of a
stilled mind, which whole-heartedly has to be turned towards its proper object
of meditation with continuity and without any interruption, before
Self-realization can be accomplished. In this way the practice must be
continued until the goal is attained. Occasional meditation will not produce the
desired result. It has been pointed out that the attainment of the goal of Yoga
is accomplished only after many lifetimes of practice. Thus, there is the need
for incessant practice. It is only
when such a high state of attainment is reached that one can say that such a
state as found in the text is firmly established and one is not perturbed even
by disasters.
* *
*
Because
of the richness of this verse, I dared to peek at the previous class notes on
it, from just over ten years ago. Remember, Beverley suggested I not use them
at all, and I thought that was a very good idea. I’ve hardly looked at them. In
this case they are so extremely helpful I am reproducing them here.
The
one mistake, if you will, is the pouring of the oil, which should be from the
jar into the lamp, rather than the other way round. Otherwise I think you’ll
find this an inspiring addition to your appreciation of the subject:
11/6/7
The most
common meditation of human beings, because it is so effortless and natural, is
on the flame of a fire. In ancient times as religion became codified, the fires
were brought into the temples in the form of candles or oil lamps, where they
helped bring consciousness to a state of attention. Although the flame’s
constituents of oil, air and wick are never the same from moment to moment,
they produce a seemingly stable result, and one that radiates light and warmth.
In a way this is like complex life forms such as human beings: we are made up
of agglomerations of cells that work harmoniously to produce a sum of parts of
a far greater order of magnitude that is vastly different than any individual
element. All of us wobble and gutter at times, especially when the winds of
fate blow us, but we eternally seek to regain the peaceful condition of the steady
flame as soon as we can.
In a flame the
movement is upward, symbolizing the hierophantic urge in humans to reach up
toward a state of divinity. To preserve yogic or dialectical equipoise, there
must be a descending flow in compensation. Thus we should also meditate on the
symbol of oil being carefully poured out of an oil lamp and into a receptacle.
The divine is the lamp and we are the receptacle, by the way. The hypostatic
descent of grace exactly equals the upsurging impetus of striving to produce
the unlimited joy of the Self. If the oil is poured out too fast it may
overwhelm and extinguish the flame, while if it is overly meager the flame will
starve for lack of fuel. You must have seen how the flow breaks up into tiny
droplets when it is too thin, which then can blow all over the place. But when
it is done just right there is a continuous stream that appears as steady and
solid as the candle flame, like a honey-colored ribbon. Where the flame is the
factor that gives off the light and heat, the oil is the Source that will
eventually be transformed into those results.
Precisely in
the manner of oil lamps, some of us give off more light and some of us smolder
and fume away as through a glass, darkly. It depends as much on the influence
of horizontal winds as on the proper relation of the integrated parts. Charles
talked about Alfred Adler’s theories of damaged egos, which produce what he
called the inferiority complex and its resultant compensations, such as
aggressiveness, defensiveness, self-pity, the urge to prove oneself by
conquest, and so on. It seems that the thwarting of the ego—which always wants
to win or dominate, but is rarely allowed to—produces the driving energy that
most humans live by. Unfortunately, because the impetus comes directly from the
damage inflicted on the ego, it tends to go into serious tangents. It is the
task of the yogi or other healthy individual to act instead from a revised and
reexamined state of mind, based on intelligent appraisals, in place of being
driven by sublimated misery and resentment.
Nitya teaches
us that we can take the little bit of Self-realization we experience in our
best moments, and try to extend those into all the occasions of our life. Not
that we tune out from problems, but that we can tune in all the better. The
more we become familiar with our steady ground, the more it remains under our
feet in all circumstances.
I’ll give one
practical example of how this works. Youngsters, boys especially, are
vulnerable to a surge of anger when they are insulted. Someone sneers at you
and you hit them. Generally you will get punished and the sneerer goes free, to
sneer again another day. So injustice is piled on insult. Then in kindergarten
you learn the mantra “Sticks and stones will break my bones, but names will
never hurt me!” Now when someone insults you, you chant the mantra instead of
hitting back with a rejoinder or a fist. Soon you achieve a degree of
detachment, so you realize that other guy has the problem, not you. You might
even feel compassionate. You aren’t upset. You might even wonder what made him
do it, whether it was jealousy or unhappiness or what. The disasters of
adulthood and our reactions to them are not always so different from this
simple situation as we might like to believe.
Each of us has
known tragedies in our lives. Our initial damaged feelings may be that we are
hapless victims. We might want to cry and feel sorry for ourselves. The yogi is
like any healthy adult, who then brings another level of intelligence to bear.
There are other people involved in the accident or whatever it is, who need
help, counsel, first aid, or just plain friendship. In place of wallowing in
self-pity, you rise to the occasion. You do what you can to alleviate the
situation. And as they say every time you fly in a plane: “Be sure to put your
own oxygen mask on first, before helping other customers.”
Charles
related that according to Adler, the ego is an organ, like any other part of
the body. It is invisible, but it can be damaged just like a foot can be
broken. If a broken foot heals improperly, the person will be lame for life.
Likewise with a damaged ego, call it a broken heart or what have you, the soul
may be permanently thwarted. A healthy philosophy “sets” the broken ego in a
proper alignment, so it can become whole again. Unfortunately our unexamined
beliefs are likely to be inimical if not downright destructive, which is of
course why Socrates insisted that an unexamined life was not worth living.
The commentary
on this and the next verse is possibly the most practical part of the entire
magnum opus of Darsanamala. We want to make the occasional droplets of
happiness in our lives become a steady flow of unending bliss, and the yogi
must bring his or her best efforts to bear to accomplish this. Nitya instructs
us that a healthy ego is essential to yogic evolution:
The Self, for its alignment with
the non-Self, has to do its interlinking through the good offices of the ego.
The ego is therefore to be equipped with the right orientation to the goal; a
favorable mood by which it can amicably exercise its empathy even in the most
unforeseen situations; a philosophically enriched disposition of positively
wanting to perpetuate love, compassion, fellowship, and cheerfulness; and a
vivid comprehension of the total meaning of every passing moment. This comes
through an act of samyama, which can
be somewhat approximated to a creative form of contemplation by which a
possibly miserable autonomous presentation of the ever-fleeting phenomena is
substituted by a consciously generate theme of a favorable psychodrama, which
gives ample opportunities for the ego, in perfect harmony with the Self, to
induce a high degree of the numinous in all details of the phenomenal.
(409-410)
It is right at
this point that a healthy psychodrama, as Nitya humorously calls it, can be
substituted for an unhealthy one. For most people, the psychodrama—the
narrative streaming along inside the head—is that God or Muhammad or Jesus or
Nature or The Government or whatever, is in charge, and the individual is
helpless. This is especially exacerbated in self-styled “Christian” societies,
where the instruction is particularly intense to give over the guidance of your
life to an external divine parent. Forget that Jesus taught that we ourselves
are to seek the kingdom of God, the true message nowadays is that you are a
sinner and fatally flawed, so you must appeal to divine intervention for your
salvation. A very great amount of the endemic depression of Christian countries
is lodged exactly here. Where people should be diligently striving to heal
their damaged egos, they instead wait helplessly for the cure to happen to them
from somewhere “out there.” When it doesn’t, there is disappointment, even
rage, that must be bitterly swallowed and stifled, lest other pretenders see
how great a failure they are. It may be masked as piety. Yet as we know, the
suppressed rage eventually surfaces in an overwhelming flood of violence,
directed either internally against the supposedly sinful self, or externally
against purported “enemies” who are equally imagined to be the cause of the
misery.
Our healthy
psychodrama of the Gurukula includes that we are working to open our hearts to
the beneficence of the Absolute ground of all existence, that we are all one
within the multiplicity of the multiverse, and that disasters and
inconveniences that happen are part of an educational inherence in the
structure of life itself. Perhaps we will agree with Henri Bergson that the
universe is a machine for making gods, and we are one of the raw materials. If
we are healers of ourselves and others around us, we can see we have an endless
wealth of opportunities to ply our craft. We are spectacularly rich in both
potential and means of expression, and there is no shortage of need. If any god
wants to save us they are welcome to, but meanwhile we have a lot of growing up
to do, and we are eager to get on with it. We aren’t going to wait around for
any imaginary events to become actual.
These are just
a few samples of positive psychodramas that many of us share. You are free to
make your own list, not based on wishful thinking but on what you really
believe in and know in your heart. Then you bring them to bear when the chips
are down. As Narayana Guru assures us, this will gradually bring us to yoga,
which is incessant rejoicing in the Self.